everytime we touch

i get this feeling

and everytime we kiss

i swear i can fly

Heh. so I'm back. Been a while I know. But so much has been going on, that I just push back writing on here. But ack. I'm not falling in love, but I'm in something deep. And I like it so much because this type of whatever it is, I don't need to get emotional, like cry, or angry, I don't need to fawn over them every second of the day, and I don't need to beg them for attention, because...ack I don't know!!! I just know that right now, right here, in this moment, this time in my life, I'm truly happy. I don't regret anything that ever got me here, because, it got me here. I've only been in love once in my life, and he'll never leave my mind or heart, and I'll always love him, that's a given. He knows it, even though he acts the way he does when he gets a girlfriend and refuses to try to talk to me. I always know he loves me too. But anyway, back to this new feeling, yea...it's just something weird. I just feel that it's stable, and it's stable because it's so unstable that I know exactly what to expect from every moment, and that's unpredictability, and expecting the unexpected, knowing it will happen, all the time, is what makes it so stable. I know the unexpected will occur. Anyway, I just like being right here right now. Everyones awesome, we're all just hanging out all the time now, and we've found that no matter what happens, we'll hang out. Even when we're not allowed to be at the house all the time, it's okay, because that means people will come here, and i like hanging out at my place a lot. Aaaaand, uhm something else all sappy and weird. Oh yea, I got high for the first time the other day, it was for like a half hour, but it was the funniest half hour of my life lol. and the party on saturday was amazing too. Gotta go, dinner! i love you!

everytime we touch

i feel the static

and everytime we kiss

i reach for the sky