......First lets talk about the fact that I just got back my chem grade...a fucking 74.8...I needed a 76 to move on...I mean it's my own damn fault for letting the first 3 tests get so bad...It was easy stuff..I could have done so much better...but...no...I really just want to cry at this point....I studied so hard for the second to tests..pulling off 80's and I was actually happy about that....I mean I was depressed before this, but this just...destroyed every bit of happiness I had left....if I can't move on...I don't know what I'll do....I just wanna give up at this point, and not just school....Like I wanna keep going, but I have no motivation..so I'm going to go ask my mom to take me to get medication....I don't know...just leave me alone...

Apart from that, last night was freaking awesome, like it was one of those nights where you almost piss yourself laughin literally. I mean at first it was at blockbuster, where it took us 45 minutes to rent a movie that we already saw, because we're so indecisive and we've seen every fucking movie. Then like halfway through, we decided to go ice skating..I was in a bad mood as it was...so  being in public where I could be a bitch helped....like yelling at the 2 people who brushed passed me while skating..yea...whores...So at first it was Me, Donna, and Kristin in a link, then we all tried skating on our own, and me and Donna realized it wasn't a good idea, so we had to link together in order to stay off our asses the entire time. To which, Donna, I thankyou for saving my ass about 3 different times when I almost fell lol....