Minor update in my life I guess you could call it. So today, I was supposed to work 12-9, but ended up working an extra hour and a half. Needless to say, I smell like various salad dressing and dirty floors. I sat at a table at one point and teared up because I was so tired and just drained. I cried in front of my friends but sucked it up. At that point I was just sick of busting my ass and putting on that fake pretty smile for some fucking asshole who was gonna tip me about 2%. I'm listening to my favorite song though so it's makeing me smile in the middle of the internet cafe. Quite odd I'd say but I like it lol.

You stand in the line, just to hit a new low

You're fakin the smile with the coffee to go

You tell me you're lifes been way off line

You're fallin to pieces everytime.

And I don't need no carrying on.

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

So I had a minor bad day...I got so much to look up at. That's what's got me cheesin' like an idiot lol. That and the spanish hyenna behind me :P.

So I kinda like this guy...I just don't wanna talk about it at this point, because the chances of it happening are slim to none, accounting for many things. So I'll just put it in the back of my mind for right now. I think I'll put a few more things in here before doing a shore update. Right now this is my favorite song in the entire worlllld. "garth brooks - standing outside the fire"

We call them cool
Those hearts that have no scars to show
The ones that never do let go
And risk the tables being turned.

We call them fools
Who have to dance within the flame
Who chance the sorrow and the shame
That always comes with getting burned.
But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire
'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire.

We call them strong
Those who can face this world alone
Who seem to get by on their own
Those who will never take the fall.
We call them weak
Who are unable to resist
The slightest chance love might exist
And for that forsake it all.
They're so hell-bent on giving, walking a wire
Convinced it's not living if you stand outside the fire.

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire.
There's this love that is burning
Deep in my soul
Constantly yearning to get out of control
Wanting to fly higher and higher
I can't abide
Standing outside the fire.

See, it's not so bad. I can feel my feet! Exciting enough for having to walk 30 blocks home from here. Kay, I've had enough of this blog, onto the next.